I haven't written much lately for a combination of reasons. Mostly, I've been feeling depressed and inadequate. Like, I feel like a failure at everything, these bad thoughts float around in my head over and over again, and eventually I collapse into tears. It's really pathetic how I let myself get caught up in this cycle, because I hate how I act when I get this way. So, in order to counteract this condition, I'm making a list of all of the things in my life that do not suck. Hopefully, this will put me in the right mindset to come out of this funk I'm in.
1. I have enough money to survive on until the summer, when hopefully I'll get a job.
2. I'm accomplishing at least one thing off of my to-do list everyday instead of procrastinating. Avoidance only makes my problems worse, not better.
3. I'm in relatively good health.
4. I enjoy 3/4 of my classes; only one class makes me want to poke my eyeballs out with a fork, but I'm going to do my best to suffer through it for the rest of the semester.
5. My nephew is the sweetest thing ever and always makes me smile.
6. My car is in great working order and will be paid off in another year.
7. I got my eyebrows waxed today, and they look incredible.
8. Gossip Girl comes back on Monday. Oh Chuck Bass, never leave me.
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